Puisi #38 - Lockdown 2

Since had known you loved someone else,

Realized my heart must be unchained.

Living a part of myself, strictly hard

For loving one can't be detached

Oh you.

You must be missed me?

Oh me don't know

Perhaps, secretly you hide from me.

Hard to survive from this lockdown

My heart still strayed so sturdy

To memorize, beautiful moment slightly

Should destruct with cancer 5 periods again?

Fever in my body lose my missing you

Biological needs anesthetized by image you

Works become biased, me still you

Listening your fave, feeding my halu

Now's the time!

Me will pay that grief

By lockdown, my heart one

Keep it, from twice happen brief

Meet you at once in life

Know you at once in life

Love you at once in life

Apart you at once in life

And

Lockdown you at once in life

Hope it still alive, or dead inside.

Don't know, or don't care.

Live in lockdown, for one's loved

Echoes my spirit to fall love 

Crouch down me prisoned

Detached, from twice happened.

The rest, me sleeps in long time~