Puisi #35 - April Rain

Here I sit tonight

Facing the phone light

Waiting for meesage help

To her, used to be needed

The day I sobbed

Regretting I not expect

Wanting I should had

But now, leaving restlessness did

Sadness

Sorrowness

Like hearing song November Rain

But now it began to April Rain

When I used hearing her fave song

Now conundrums ahead beginning

So bad I began to missing 

Her existence, chose to be detaching

From I, cries in vain happening

Here I and her.

Seems felt one fully heart

Unnoticely I known her with hims

Behind the back her left I the scars

By heading over her heels so much

To hims, I cant count how many hims

Letting hims be her realistics reasons

Sadly I just let only be her hunch

Here I sit tonight

Hymning the sorrow of April rain

Mourning while sun hiding

Shinered eye waiting become acid.

Until flower, had no longer blossom

😭

~