Golden Emptiness: When the Subconscious Mind Takes Control Uncontrollably After What the Heart Desires (English)
I don't know why I have to write this suddenly, maybe there's some strange phenomenon that just crossed my mind, perhaps when I felt sensitive or particularly observant about the behavior of a female colleague whom I admire. She often posts lunch moments with her female friends, and sometimes I notice she also posts with male friends without hesitation, tagging their accounts. But why am I not treated the same way? What's in the heart of that woman? And for a moment, I found myself thinking universally without control, "WHY AM I TREATED DIFFERENTLY FROM OTHER MALES?" This philosophical question, along with its accompanying dilemma, is not surprising for an ENFP type prone to overthinking. But this is where I embrace all phenomena. Because what I aim for is to seek universal justice; where I become the object of research to prove that this can be analyzed and find the best solution for those who experience similar thoughts. So here it goes. The subconscious mind is
