No One Understands Me: Regret to admit her..
Now I tried to use English in this part.
Hopefully, I can explain.
Remembering on that Saturday, I was awkward when my manager told me I had to get along with Her. I tried. But my feelings couldn't. So I had to be as firm as possible if only it's for a child to focus on his birthday party.
When I met Her, she seemed confused about the place taken so I tried to approach someone to distract my awkward. I used to walk beside Her like before, but I tried to move fast. Seemed I couldn't manage my feelings so much. Regarding Her posts, I felt like I couldn't get through myself as Her "friend". Just like a staff acquaintance.
Arrived at the place, the funny thing was we were confused together the place took place and we found it together also. Haha, I smiled a little bit in my heart. When I met the boy who had a birthday, I just tried to focus on him, while She focused on his female friend.
When it was playtime, I hardly thought that if the boy could have gotten plenty of tickets, he would get a great price as we (me and Her) worked together to play for him. We almost did, but shit things were when I provided the boy to see me and She got tickets to exchange with prices, the boy already knew my intention and he said "No, I wanna go home" fuck shit damn argh...
I SPENT MY 300K ACTUALLY FOR HIM BUT I BLENDED MY AWKWARD (which wanted) TO PLAY WITH HER also. She wanted me to try the crane doll but the stupidest thing I said "Wait" and I just wanted the boy to get my attention :')
I MISSED MY GREATEST CHANCE :)
So when we had to go home, I wanted to separate from Her because *maybe* She would feel bad BCS of me so she wanted to go back to the office faster by asking me 3 times. With my ironhearted pride and love, I did it. We didn't talk about things at all in the car, but about time all of the stuff made me dizzy because I was wrong with purchasing materials for bag production. My dizziness was getting hard and hit my head I just suggested Her to let my food with Her and share it with others but she seemed to struggle to give me by going downstairs. I didn't know what to say but I felt her care so much healed me. <3
Even so, I still hated myself.
I hoped she would be alright. And wished I could have a second chance again to get along with Her. :(
Hopefully, I can explain.
Remembering on that Saturday, I was awkward when my manager told me I had to get along with Her. I tried. But my feelings couldn't. So I had to be as firm as possible if only it's for a child to focus on his birthday party.
When I met Her, she seemed confused about the place taken so I tried to approach someone to distract my awkward. I used to walk beside Her like before, but I tried to move fast. Seemed I couldn't manage my feelings so much. Regarding Her posts, I felt like I couldn't get through myself as Her "friend". Just like a staff acquaintance.
Arrived at the place, the funny thing was we were confused together the place took place and we found it together also. Haha, I smiled a little bit in my heart. When I met the boy who had a birthday, I just tried to focus on him, while She focused on his female friend.
When it was playtime, I hardly thought that if the boy could have gotten plenty of tickets, he would get a great price as we (me and Her) worked together to play for him. We almost did, but shit things were when I provided the boy to see me and She got tickets to exchange with prices, the boy already knew my intention and he said "No, I wanna go home" fuck shit damn argh...
I SPENT MY 300K ACTUALLY FOR HIM BUT I BLENDED MY AWKWARD (which wanted) TO PLAY WITH HER also. She wanted me to try the crane doll but the stupidest thing I said "Wait" and I just wanted the boy to get my attention :')
I MISSED MY GREATEST CHANCE :)
So when we had to go home, I wanted to separate from Her because *maybe* She would feel bad BCS of me so she wanted to go back to the office faster by asking me 3 times. With my ironhearted pride and love, I did it. We didn't talk about things at all in the car, but about time all of the stuff made me dizzy because I was wrong with purchasing materials for bag production. My dizziness was getting hard and hit my head I just suggested Her to let my food with Her and share it with others but she seemed to struggle to give me by going downstairs. I didn't know what to say but I felt her care so much healed me. <3
Even so, I still hated myself.
I hoped she would be alright. And wished I could have a second chance again to get along with Her. :(
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